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      PC SHAMAL                           It is normal now as everyone is facing some psychological & emotional pressures ; so on a needy time no one is there to talk with , to share or to listen yourself. Don't you think , it is the time which suggests you to be honest friend of yourself first. There is one popular format of conversation i.e. MONOLOGUE ! Yes we all need monologue sometimes. And believe me it works. Having such conversation will give you relief.                                 Nonetheless we are afraid of feeling lonely , it is must to share your time with yourself . Have a courage to take it as its a chance for you & not your bad time. Because until I didn't get what I'm feeling , i think its useless to express that talks in front of someone.                 ...

PC : SHAMAL (To THE GIRL in me )                            You know what , everyone feels that ; How m I looking ? How people look at me ? Is there anything messy on my face ?  Are there dark circles ? How m I looking with this achnes ? What if my skin is tanned ? From "Mai kaisi lag rahi hoon" to "mi kashi distey" we all tries to judge our own looks , our own beauty and indirectly we hurt our own soul. Isn't it ?                               Why is this so ? On one side we hate people who tries to jugde us and on other side we ourselves judge our own soul everytime. It is okay to be what you are rather it will very beautiful if you can see beauty in your own without any makeover. It is not essential to be a different but it ought to be comfortable . No need to change the meaning of being forward. Sometimes you should try to be in a rol...

                            Sometimes situation turns beyond the fear. Even, we became unable to feel what is happening and what will ! Just travel through the path in front. May be its storm , may be its mirage , may be its dream & may be its a fact. Things often pass through our empty gaze like floody water flows.                             Sometimes we have to face anxiety about our wishes. Is it possible to complete my wish ? Is it okay if I give up ? Is it fine to ran away from everything ? What will happen if I have not explored , what if I have not confessed ? What to do if everything is faded like a flower within 10-12 hours of time ? What should I expect from me , from my life , from the time i have right now ?                             Sometimes you just have...